I always ♡ Valentine's Day,,,really,,,
All the love songs that played over & over again, comrom movies that I've never got bored to watch, and the red or pink colour that paint all over the world,,, such a festive moment,,,
But this valentine's day is kinda sucks,,, dunno exactly why,,,
Maybe because I can't celebrate it here, I can't meet my besties in Jakarta, my brother, my parents, and I don't have any boyfriend to share it with.
So anyway,,, I invite a friend to come over & I'll cook spaghetti, for celebration,,,*maksa abiiiis*
This Valentine's Day also got me wanna write about my love life, something that some of my friends. & relatives had frequently asked.
They said, "what r u waiting for?u have a great job, u're almost 30. Just pick someone & get married." In a shorter line, they thought that I'm too picky. Well, helloooo,,, it's about a lifetime commitment. It's my right to be picky, it's my right to take my time.
I don't want a prince charming or a knight in shining armors. I want a real thing. Someone that I can share my life, my dreams, my hopes and even my fears. Someone that I can depend on, considering I'll put my whole life and heart in his hands. Someone that's humble enough when he's succeed, but strong enough to get up on his feet again each time he falls down. See,,,how can I measure those qualification in a man? ☺
It will be a lot easier if the qualification can be quantified. Something like,,,'I want a man with income more than 100mio in a year' or 'A man whose assets are worth more than 500mio' or 'A man with IQ not less than 150'. But it's impossible to do so. Chemistry can't be quantified. Manner, religion, vision, persistency, and other qualification that I want in a man, can't be quantified. A colleague blame my jobs, I was a credit reviewer in a bank, and now one of my job desc is a risk analyst. So he thought that I'm over-analyst in picking a man....:D Well...it could be... But it's better to do so rather than being clumsy and irresponsible, to pick any man to be my husband, the father of my children. Heyy,,,I want my children to be smart, cute, great and everything also.
Of course I've fallen in love with some guys, for a moment, for a season. Some are great guys, some other are not so great,hahaha,,,, Do u remember the economy law about supply vs demand? Well,,,so far supply doesn't meet demand. Not only from my side, but from theirs also. The guys I like don't like me back while the guys who like me,,,I just don't like them back,,, It's complicated, I know.
All I want for this Valentine's Day is....to fall in love. To jump and fall deeply madly in love with a qualified man...amiiin...
