Sunday, May 30, 2010

Friend for all seasons

Sepanjang usia gw yang hampir 30 tahun ini,,, gw mendapati beberapa tipe teman. Teman untuk suka, teman untuk duka, teman untuk kerja, teman untuk jalan2, teman untuk curhat dsb. Dari semua tipe teman, ada 1 tipe yang menurut gw sangat berharga, yaitu teman untuk semua musim, segala suasana,,, :D

Teman untuk semua musim adalah teman yang nerima lo apa adanya, termasuk kebegoan lo. Teman yang loyal, namun tidak posesif. Teman yang menularkan semangat & menjadi supporter setia buat lo. Teman yang tidak ragu memaki & marahin lo, saat lo melakukan kebodohan. Teman yang selalu ada tiap lo butuh, dan terkadang menempel bagai upil, hehehe,,,,

Well,,,, in these season of loneliness,,, I've found out that I don't have many friend-for-all-seasons. Only a few. And I treasure them a lot. But I also cherish my other type of friends. They've coloured my life. They've helped me to grow up and taught me lessons.
To all my friends,,, my life has become a wonderful journey with you in it,,, thank you,,, ☺

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Defying Gravity

something has changed within me
something is not the same
i'm through with playing by the rules
of someone else's game
too late for second-guessing
too late to go back to sleep
it's time to trust my instincs
close my eyes : and leap!
it's time to try
defying gravity
i think i'll try
defying gravity
kiss me goodbye
i am defying gravity
and you won't bring me down!

i'm through accepting limits
'cause someone says they're so
some things i cannot change
but till i try, i'll never know!
too long i've been afraid of
losing love i guess i've lost
well, if that's love
it comes at much too high a cost!
i'd sooner buy
defying gravity
kiss me goodbye
i'm defying gravity
i think i'll try
defying gravity
and you won't bring me down!

i'd sooner buy
defying gravity
kiss me goodbye
i'm defying gravity
i think i'll try
defying gravity
and never bring me down!
bring me down!


*heard this song on one of Glee episode,,,,just love it,,, :)

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

when you feel alone against the world

sebulan terakhir ini gw sering banget ke luar kota.... ya dinas, ya cuti, dan seringnya ke jakarta, ato seengga engganya mampiiir.... :) dan kalo ke jakarta, pasti dijadwalin ketemuan ama temen ato sodara. temen ex mdpers, temen sma, temen kost dulu, temen kantor satrio, ayu, ade iyan.

somehow....it made me happier...
somehow....it made me realize one thing...
kalo gw ngerasa sepi dan sendirian di cepu.

i don't have a crowd there. people to hang out with. friends to share with. all i have is colleagues. and i feel alone against the world. lonely.

heuuuuuu.....kayanya gw harus nyari pacar niy.... :D

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

My research was on a journal,,,yaayy,,,

so I was googling my name,,,, *yeah, I know,,,narcistic,,,:p*
and one of the result was my research in university, it was on a journal, a scientific one,,yaayy,,, :D
nama websitenya : Indonesian Scientific Journal Database
oh wooooowwww!!! :D i am so proud of myself, hahahaha,,,

kalo mo tau, bisa dicek disini

baca deh judulnya :
Laju penyerapan zat organik oleh tumbuhan air eceng gondok, kayu apu dan duckweed: studi pada efluen IPLT Keputih.

FYI, IPLT singkatan dari Intalasi Pengolah Limbah Tinja
(eeeuuuuhhhh,,,,,so grooooooosssss,,,,you might say that, but this thing helped me to reach this Environmental Engineer title,,,hahaha)

kalo ngebaca abstraknya, masi takjub gw,,,,, kok gw bisa lulus yaaaaa saat itu???
hehehehe

hmmmm,,,,berpikir untuk menjadi peneliti,,,tampak menarik,,,,
#careerchanging